day twenty three
the moments we miss the most
It’s been a windy and rainy summer so far, but I don’t mind too much. It’s just a little inconvenient when it comes to my job, which is why I’ve worked far less today than I had planned. And yet it felt like I spent all day doing nothing else, it’s quite misleading and frustrating really.
My sister came over in the afternoon which doesn’t happen a lot, and we had a bustling lunch with too many conversations all at once.
When it’s raining outside the only thing I always want to do is return to a summer a few years back and to that free feeling of actually having nothing to do. It’s been a long time since I last felt that way and although so many things have changed for the better, sometimes I would just like to sit by the window for a moment and actually shut off my thoughts.
I don’t know why I’ve been so unmotivated to go running lately and I don’t know how I managed to still go every other day, but I guess the feeling after a long run just makes up for all of it. However hard it was to go in the first place.